Saturday, March 31, 2012

You're Just Another Tree in the Forest. 

So much to take in, so much beauty. It's as if every human life were symbolized as a tree in a never-ending forest.

On your hike, you notice nothing of, nor would you ever think anything of, any random tree. From your viewpoint as you leisurely stroll along, all you notice are the towering branches, and the awesomeness of the forest in whole. Until attention is diverted or you're invited to a certain one. For instance, an interesting looking or fallen tree. You can closely examine or even uproot a tree, but you will never be able to personally understand what it all meant. When you meet someone, you can explain how you got to where you are today, but you can't exactly show them.

Imagine any given trees roots as its unseen beauty. Roots changing direction with every experience or markable memory. Complex roots made up of every interaction, motive, feeling, etc. that it has ever experienced.

For every person you've never met, dead or alive. At some point or another will have been a tree. A tree standing tall in a forest of a million others. Holding information you never knew, because they never existed to you.

We live our own lives. We pay little attention to anything outside our very little inside worlds. so ignorant to the amount of endless concurrent information that's taking place beyond our visible comprehension. And there is nothing we can do about that.


Starting a conversation with a stranger the other night, I realized that we grew up hanging out with the same friends. How many strangers will you walk past today that you will share even the most minute connection with, without even knowing? A best friend you've never met? A future roommate? your soulmate?


Keep Standing Humbled in a Forrest of a Million Others. We're only trees human.




Friday, March 30, 2012


BBC | 3-29-2012

Why nothing is really news at all



Seen the news today? It's all about what happens. In his final Go Figure column, Michael Blastland wants to know about what didn't.
Say it's reported that candy floss doubles your risk of dying suddenly. Sounds bad.
Now flip this risk around so that it's expressed as the chance of nothing happening.
The first way of looking at it is a 100% increase in risk.
The second might mean a fall in your chance of nothing happening of 0.00001%.
This is because the actual daily risk of sudden death from accident, violence or poisoning and the like is about one in a million. Double it and you get two in a million. That's your 100%.
Meanwhile, the chance of being OK might fall from 999,999 in a million, to 999,998 in a million. Suddenly, it doesn't sound so bad.
He introduces another: "The Man who had a Cough and it's just a Cough and he's Fine." Two Victorian lovers meet on the station platform. The man, spluttering, looks more pallid and doomed with each encounter.
"It's just a cough," he says, stoically. Except that it is - just a cough. In the last scene, he's dandy. It is one of the finest comic sketches about probability you'll ever see. But then, not much competition.
Stories are about what happens - they're not about what doesn't. Anton Chekov said: "If in Act I you have a pistol hanging on the wall, then it must fire in the last act." If nothing happens in a story, it's a joke. But the boring truth in real life is that, usually, nothing happens. Usually, the gun isn't fired.
Likewise, a cough is not a statistically significant event, but if a man coughs in an episode of the hospital drama Casualty, it's a triple heart bypass.
Jerker Denrell teaches at Oxford Business School. He describes hearing a presentation about the attributes of top entrepreneurs. Writing in the Harvard Business review, he said the argument went as follows: "All of these leaders shared two key traits, which accounted for their success: They persisted, often despite initial failures, and they were able to persuade others to join them."
The only trouble was, said Denrell, these selfsame traits are necessarily the hallmark of spectacularly unsuccessful entrepreneurs.
The difference is that the successful ones are still around and they're the ones we look to for examples. The ones for whom success didn't happen have gone - and are often ignored.
Denrell wrote that some studies have shown a failure rate of 50% of all new businesses during their first three to five years. After rapid growth in the US tyre industry for example, the number of firms peaked in 1922 at 274. By 1936, more than 80% were gone. That is, usually, boringly, big success doesn't happen.
One last example. In his book Picturing the Uncertain World, Howard Wainer describes the apparent success of small schools, bringing massive charitable funding to the cause of making schools smaller.
And it's true that small schools were more often at the top of the leagues than you'd expect. About 12% of the top 50 schools for maths scores came from the smallest 3% of schools overall. The only problem was that small schools were also more often at the bottom of the leagues than you'd expect - about 18% of the bottom 50.
Wainer's explanation for the small schools phenomenon was that the ability of children in small schools just bounces around a lot more from year to year because it's a smaller sample.
But if you're looking for the keys to success, maybe you don't look at the bottom. Lack of success might strike you as a non-event, if it strikes you at all.


Monday, March 26, 2012

Weekend successfully spent with good friends and strangers alike. I always forget how much fun I'm having until it's over. Embrace every moment you have and give everyone everything while you still have a chance. 

Yassen... 6 months have come and passed. you're still motivating me as much as the first day I met you.




Friday, March 23, 2012

just make sure to bring your compass. direction is the only thing you need to remember.

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

My Hometown vs. Manhattan from BK


I used to think that the world was round. Now I find its a pyramid.

Ima climb up it.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Respectfully. I hope you have belief in your religion.

Monday, March 19, 2012

Today I ran 3 miles in Central Park. 22 mins @ 7.33 per mile. I haven't felt this great in a long time. Even though I felt incredibly sore for the following 3 hours. I came straight home, relaxed, and am going to bed early. Even my anxiety level has gone down dramatically. Tomorrow is another day and we will see what happens. Hoping this app is not highly inaccurate.


Sunday, March 18, 2012

YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY
2012 - One Major Goal Down, Endless to Go.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

The uncut paths of coniferous forests exist endlessly. 


Friday, March 16, 2012

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Bring Spring

Tonight I bought ultra fancy running shorts and an awesome "drytek" tshirt or something from paragon in union square. Went home. Then decided that I should figure out a running route in brooklyn before I go running around sketchy side streets in my goofy short shorts and pale legs like a little girl. Going to take a bike ride down a couple of possible routes sometime this weekend.

Tonight I ended up going all the way to Central Park. It's such a great feeling knowing that you can just go anywhere at anytime and do whatever you want. I ended up running about 3 miles, on and off. Starting at Central Park South on E. 59th street and running all the way to around 89th street. The greatest part was walking through central park, and looking at the fog cover the buildings on Central Park South, from the great lawn. Once I made it to the UWS, I did a medium run from about 80th street to Columbus Circle, continuing around the corner, and straight back to where I started at E. 59th. Where I sat on a bench wanting to curl up in a ball in die. I felt great. I decided to do one more small 1/4 sprint around the area. I had my hood up, and It didn't look like I knew where I was going. I'm sure someone was onto me, with my sketchy hood up constantly looking behind me for pedestrians and bikers. Afterwards, I walked back to the west side at columbus circle, made my way down broadway, and then switched over to the Avenue of Americas. This is where I came across a very tempting halal truck. I ended up (after all of this running) getting a rice and chicken combo, He said "any toppings?" and I just incoherently mumbled and flung a hand gesture at him, saying "put it all" Best Halal ever. Then I began jokingly questioning myself "what if eating this puts my bowel control into a position I do not want to witness?" Then began thinking of how awful it would be to have diarrhea in my short shorts in midtown after 10pm. Easily a "runner" up for worst place to have diarrhea in the world. There are no Starbucks open, there are people everywhere, everything is cold and made of cement. You couldn't take the subway, and cab drivers wouldn't dare pick you up.  I chuckled about it, then, I stopped day dreaming and finished my delicious spice hazard meal. Afterwards I walked the rest of the way to the BDFM Herald Square station and went home. What a productive night. I was going to try to walk all the way to 14th street, but being the only idiot in midtown wearing a hoodie and shorts in a light rainfall, in 40 degree weather, I figured it would be best not to.

I think I've found my new favorite place to run, and to get peace of mind. I can't wait to do this again. Especially in the summer, laying in the grass sounds awesome during breaks.

I am using this as a guide to see how much I progress while running in central park on a weekly basis.

My new goal is to run the entire outside length of Central park, all the way to harlem and back. It's only 6.3 miles. Not too too bad. I have until July 30th to accomplish.

The main reason I began running is based on my simple philosophy, If I can motivate myself to run, I can motivate myself to do anything. Simply put. I have a lot to accomplish in the city, I'm starting now.


3/14/1592. 

Tuesday, March 13, 2012


what am I doing?
what have I been doing
what the hell have i been doing for the last 23 years?

Why do I want the things I want?
When do I stop liking the things I've received?


What happens when you wish?
Why would you wish for it?
When it's been fulfilled….
What will you do with it?



When I was about 9-10 years old, I pretended a cliche magical genie had granted me 3 wishes to use at any point in my life. Whenever I would come to a stressful situation in my life or if I really wanted something, I would always ask myself "should I use one of my wishes? Do I really want to use it? How important is it? Will I have forgotten about it in 5 years time?" I would ask this while seriously hurt or sick, if I ever wanted to travel somewhere, if I really really wanted or needed something, when loved ones would die, or any other significant changes in my life would take place.. Today I still have all 3, I value these wishes more then anything, and have still found no applicable use for them. Even if they did exist.

Wishing is only temporary This simple and somewhat crazy method has helped me stay relatively sane to this day…It helps remind me that there really are no problems and only solutions. 

Buddah do the best you can on a Dalai bases.


Next time, pretend you have those 3 wishes. Wishes that could undo, erase, bring something, end anything, would you use them? If a friend or relative died, and you wished for them back, what are you truly wishing for? It's impossible for a loved one to return, they do not physically exist anymore. Their time has passed.

Stop wishing. Start living. Try hard. Take risks. Keep Moving. Keep trying. Never ever give up, ever.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

THE IRONY OF FEELING LOST OR LONELY IN A CITY WITH A POPULATION 
WELL OVER 8 MILLION PEOPLE IS JUST THAT. IRONIC.

-TIMES SQUARE NQR PLATFORM 3/11/2012
WE'VE STOPPED DREAMING. IMAGINE ALL THE POTENTIAL IF WE ALL JUST TRIED A LITTLE HARDER. WALKED A COUPLE MORE FEET. STEPPED OUT OF OUR COMFORT ZONES. WHAT IF WE ALL BEGAN SPEAKING OUR MINDS, HOW MUCH MORE PRODUCTIVE WE WOULD ALL BECOME. WHAT IS THE PROBLEM? WHAT HAPPENED TO US?


Saturday, March 10, 2012

Monday, March 5, 2012

THIS GAVE ME CHILLS. MAKES ME WANT TO QUIT MY JOB AND GO.

Urban Side from Jean-Baptiste Chandelier JB prod on Vimeo.

Saturday, March 3, 2012


di·rec·tion/diˈrekSHən/

Noun:
  1. A course along which someone or something moves.
  2. The course that must be taken in order to reach a destination.
Synonyms:
management - course - guidance - way - instruction

YOU MUST WATCH THIS VIDEO ALL THE WAY THROUGH.

El Cielo de Canarias / Canary sky - Tenerife from Daniel López on Vimeo.