what am I doing?

what have I been doing

what the hell have i been doing for the last 23 years?

Why do I want the things I want?

When do I stop liking the things I've received?

What happens when you wish?

Why would you wish for it?

When it's been fulfilled….

What will you do with it?

When I was about 9-10 years old, I pretended a cliche magical genie had granted me 3 wishes to use at any point in my life. Whenever I would come to a stressful situation in my life or if I really wanted something, I would always ask myself "should I use one of my wishes? Do I really want to use it? How important is it? Will I have forgotten about it in 5 years time?" I would ask this while seriously hurt or sick, if I ever wanted to travel somewhere, if I really really wanted or needed something, when loved ones would die, or any other significant changes in my life would take place.. Today I still have all 3, I value these wishes more then anything, and have still found no applicable use for them. Even if they did exist.

Wishing is only temporary This simple and somewhat crazy method has helped me stay relatively sane to this day…It helps remind me that there really are no problems and only solutions. 

Buddah do the best you can on a Dalai bases.

Next time, pretend you have those 3 wishes. Wishes that could undo, erase, bring something, end anything, would you use them? If a friend or relative died, and you wished for them back, what are you truly wishing for? It's impossible for a loved one to return, they do not physically exist anymore. Their time has passed.

Stop wishing. Start living. Try hard. Take risks. Keep Moving. Keep trying. Never ever give up, ever.